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tomorrow i'll go to apollo bay with my homegirls. i've packed my giant old timbuk2 pack with everything i need. we're staying here:
http://www.yha.com.au/hostels/details.cfm?hostelid=224
for a few nights. then i'll come homo. in time for charles and chemo.
i hate leaving to go away. it makes me scared. anxious. i kind of know that once i get there, once the sea has licked my toes, i won't feel so anxious. but the waiting is awful. and it's only three and half hours from home.
my e-bike and i have been getting along incredibly well. we had a bumpy relationship for the first few days, my getting used to abuse from men and hippy girls about being slack and breaking the law and how i don't have rights to ride where they do. but fuck them. they don't know my song, they don't know my walk. i'm just doing what i have to do.
noukie is looking at me. she has just roused from sleep. earlier, i was abluting, and noukie was there with me and she ate a daddy longlegs. it freaked me out. urban myths are mean. noukie. she is ok. she is sad i am going for a few days but i know she'll be ok. my best little friend. furry and precious and naughty. is there anything more beautiful? i doubt it.
ps: i am hoping that i'll get to see some blue glowing sand again. the goddess puts on the most fucking amazing shows for me. she is so generous.
http://www.yha.com.au/hostels/details.cfm?hostelid=224
for a few nights. then i'll come homo. in time for charles and chemo.
i hate leaving to go away. it makes me scared. anxious. i kind of know that once i get there, once the sea has licked my toes, i won't feel so anxious. but the waiting is awful. and it's only three and half hours from home.
my e-bike and i have been getting along incredibly well. we had a bumpy relationship for the first few days, my getting used to abuse from men and hippy girls about being slack and breaking the law and how i don't have rights to ride where they do. but fuck them. they don't know my song, they don't know my walk. i'm just doing what i have to do.
noukie is looking at me. she has just roused from sleep. earlier, i was abluting, and noukie was there with me and she ate a daddy longlegs. it freaked me out. urban myths are mean. noukie. she is ok. she is sad i am going for a few days but i know she'll be ok. my best little friend. furry and precious and naughty. is there anything more beautiful? i doubt it.
ps: i am hoping that i'll get to see some blue glowing sand again. the goddess puts on the most fucking amazing shows for me. she is so generous.
