various tiny things

i's back. also there is a kitten. it found suzi. they fell in love. she is tiny. noukie is pissed.

the new medications are finally starting to kick it. i'm fighting less with the fact that my body's changing in the way it is. i am trying to giving it what it needs. trying to hate it less, trying to enjoy the time i am lucid and alert. my cyst is being helped with the medication and that's one less physical pain.

smell memory: tinned spaghetti on dry toast for dinner. in winter. shades of a maternal perfume.