beginning to love my body

i porn myself
Originally uploaded by alana jonze.

my boobs. this is a photo of the night that i actually realised i had ok boobs. i made sommer take this photo and then i stole her phone and took more. the spots on my boobs are a result of the chemo treatment i am on.

also: i must not forget the anger and love i felt whilst watching 3 of hearts at acmi last night. feelings of loss, of frustration, of grief, of love. and standing with it all in the middle of nowhere.